My Spiritually Transformative Experience
part 3
All of what I'm about to write is after analyzing my experience days, months, years later. This is as it happened.
I woke completely inside my dream. I had never had that happen before and it was odd. Everything about the beginning of this experience started in a dream-like environment. However, the experience, unlike dreams, was lucid, linear, hyper real, and incredibly memorable.
As I slept...
I saw three metal tables in front of me.
The one to my left had a woman lying upon it. The one to my right had a woman approaching it, preparing to lie down. And the center table I knew was for me. I knew I had been here before. I didn't analyze this in the 'dream', I simply knew it to be true as I know the sun will rise every morning. I don't have to think about it, I know it. So it was in this place. There was a process in this realm and off to the right of the three tables stood a different woman. She belonged to this world. I, however, did not, and I knew I was a visitor of sorts.
Before I could lie down on the table, I needed to see this woman off to the right. I walked to her, gave her my back, as I lifted my long hair off my neck. I felt her make some adjustments to my spine or back. I have no idea what she did, but I knew she was doing something necessary.
Soft, gray 'walls' distantly framed the tables. I put walls in quotes because I couldn't really determine an edge to the space I was in. The area appeared ambiguous. A diffused, murky light illuminated the area without any discernable bulbs or fixtures. Everything seemed very dull, subdued, and colorless, almost like watching an old black and white movie.
After she finished, I walked back to the center table and climbed upon it. The instant I was prone, everything changed!
Like a rocket, I zoomed instantly upwards.
From a point of view above the tables, I stared down at an unrecognizable object. I had no more attachment to it than I did a discarded newspaper. I felt light and my mind worked better! It was as if I'd had a head cold and the decongestant had finally kicked in. As I hovered in the air (understand I didn't discern I was in the air at the time, this is post experience analysis.), I wondered what lay beneath me. It was a detached type of curiosity, like one might observe an unrecognizable shape.
Little by little, I realized this was a body. The body had clothes. The body had a face. The clothes looked familiar. Did I know that face? I looked harder. Yes! I knew that face! It was my face! That was me!
"But if I'm down there, how could I be up here?" I wondered.
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